I'm so sorry for the loss of your mother. You must feel upside down right now with grief. It's natural to feel shock and a feeling of "is this really happening?" Please lean on your support system, particularly adult mentors who can provide support and stable guidance. These might be older relatives, neighbors, or even someone in your church. Additionally, there may be friends, coworkers, and acquaintances who have lost parents so communicate your loss so they can assist you in emotional and practical ways, as appropriate. Don't be afraid to ask for support. You'd be surprised how helpful people can be. Losing a parent can be jarring for someone of any age, so be patient with yourself. Talk about your mom with others to keep your memory alive. Seek counseling if you are having trouble. This ends with you continuing on with your life. Your mom would want you to flourish.